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Topic: New hypothesis concerning the Mandela Effect.

+ Catherine !TGirlYJKXM 3 months ago #19,091

It doesn't exist, but what is really occurring is that one's personal demon/demons are altering reality just for the sake of tormenting you into thinking up a rational explanation like false/poor memory or even universes colliding as if they were galaxies. Once you experience more reality-altering events you begin to question if you are going mad. I am starting to feel as if the demons are fucking with me and have been now that I started transitioning. Like they want me to something. Sometimes I get the feeling as if I am supposed to have a demonic baby and give way to the anti-Christ. What the fuck is happening to me?!

My dreams tend to be the weirdest, most philosophical, and sometimes even terrifying ones and never any pleasant or peaceful ones. When I awake I see shapes form in things that wouldn't normally fit the shape. These things disappear after a minute or so, but then when I noticed something that I didn't before and how it didn't fade I get terrified. This just happened to me a few minutes ago with a Halloween decoration hanging up next to a Christmas stocking I never taken down from my closet door. I thought it was the Christmas stocking itself.

I feel like I need a protector and yet nobody can protect me. I try to imagine that a few people were in the room with me. From Jesus, to The Doctor, to Brie, to even my old boyfriend tupla which I didn't realize was a tupla upon first imagining him. None of them seem to stay for long and these visions that are planted in my brain still remain and come back.

Fuck, I am going insane.

+ Green's Ghost !BEERiVqJJw3 months ago, 35 minutes later[^] [v] #172,949

Have you considered seeing a therapist?

· Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 3 months ago, 2 hours later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,950

@previous (Green's Ghost)
I still see my therapist, but I have always been reluctant to mention any of this in fear they may have to commit me.

· Green's Ghost !BEERiVqJJw3 months ago, 12 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,952

@previous (Catherine)
They won't commit you unless you're a danger to yourself or others.

+ Anonymous C3 months ago, 2 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,956

https://www.chick.com/reading/tracts/1039/1039_01.asp

· Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 3 months ago, 1 hour later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,958

@previous (C)
Is this comic about homosexuality and if so, you are aware there are those who are gay and are church going Christians, right?

(Edited 2 minutes later)

· Anonymous C3 months ago, 1 hour later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,960

@previous (Catherine)

The comic covers that in one part, uploaded here. Like how Pope Francis is a Communist and bad pope and all that.

· Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 3 months ago, 1 hour later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,961

@previous (C)
So God is not all loving?

+ Kody R. Bear 3 months ago, 14 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,963

> I am going insane
can confirm. you are now fucking nuts

· Kody R. Bear 3 months ago, 1 minute later, 9 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,964

@172,950 (Catherine)
> I still see my therapist, but I have always been reluctant to mention any of this in fear they may have to commit me.

again, and like green said, nobody can commit you for being stupid and weird
unless this is just one of your fucked up fetishes talking

· Green !BEERiVqJJw3 months ago, 5 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,968

It's just bad memory.

+ Anonymous E3 months ago, 3 hours later, 18 hours after the original post[^] [v] #172,972

@172,961 (Catherine)
> So God is not all loving?

If you want a god who has crossdressed, there's Thor. And one who switched to female and gave birth, there's Loki.

You should read The Old Testament. Yahweh is a war god, not a loving god. Pretty much the entire Old Testament.
Beyond genociding the entire world in a flood, there's hating King Saul for not genociding all the people and animals of a tribe he invaded. Then Yahweh tortured Saul with an evil spirit. Oh and the Pharaoh of Egypt, the text says Yahweh "hardened his heart" over and over so he mind-controlled The Pharaoh to show off his powers by torturing and killing the Egyptians when The Pharaoh would rather let the jews go.

Even with Zoroastrian influence in the New Testament, Yahweh tortures people eternally who do not worship him after death. Jesus cursed a fig tree for not bearing fruit when it was out of season. There's a quote where Jesus says he's not here to bring peace but the sword.

And there's Genesis 38. Text form and entertaining video form:
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis+38
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGecYM8S1r0 [play]

(Edited 1 minute later)

· Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 3 months ago, 12 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #172,976

@previous (E)
That doesn't really answer the question as to whether or not God is all loving. Please do not change the subject from what is being asked of you. The God of the Old Testament is clearly a demiurge.

· Green !BEERiVqJJw3 months ago, 7 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #172,983

@previous (Catherine)
Yes. The God of the Old Testament is different from the God of the New Testament. You should look into Gnosticism.

· Anonymous C3 months ago, 10 hours later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #172,993

@172,976 (Catherine)

The Old Testament God didn't torture people forever who didn't worship him.

· Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 3 months ago, 3 hours later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #172,996

@172,983 (Green)
What is the symbol of gnosticism?

+ Anonymous F3 months ago, 11 hours later, 2 days after the original post[^] [v] #173,007

@previous (Catherine)
Gnocchi.

· Kody R. Bear 3 months ago, 1 day later, 3 days after the original post[^] [v] #173,009

that's gnocchicism ThanKs
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Or use an imgur URL: [upload]